This song goes out to my good friends.

Why did I start a blog? Why not? It can help you out when you need to get something off your chest or when there's something you need to say to someone but you're too afraid to do just so. Even when you've had the worst day of your life and all you want to do is curl up into a ball and die. When you've had a break up or when your best friend and yourself have had a huge fight. Blogs are what make and keep people sane...I my dear friends are one of them. I may not write as much as I would like, but I write whenever I need to distract myself. So. It is officially Thanksgiving, so happy thanksgiving fool.
I was reading my friends blog around five minutes ago. I love this chick even though we've never actually met, I still love her. I can't say hate, because I actually don't really hate anything, so I'll use the word Dislike, so I dislike some things in it...not all of it, but just some things. *sighs* Penguin...If you read this remember...Panda loves you.
I went to the mall today to get a new jacket because I had a fifty percent off coupon for being one of the first ones to het a HT+1 card. Woot woot Go Heather! =D So anyways, I got a new Jacket...It has Jacob's dreamcatcher on the front and it says 'The Twilight Saga: New Moon' on it and it has a picture of Jacob on the back. It's brown...not black... SHOCKER! and I got a Harry Potter beanie. It has the Hogwarts Crest on one side and the other side it has the dark mark..It's Reversible FWI.
Colorado is coming up. I can't decide if I'm more excited or worried. I'm excited about going and seeing snow, but I'm worried about the plane crashing because those have been happening alot lately. If the plane does crash...I hope I'm not alive when it catches on fire if it does. I'm so scared about it crashing..Tell me...Am I just paranoid or do I really have something to worry about?
I should be getting to bed...It's already 12.13 in the morning...I have to make cornbread for the party tomorrow at my aunt's house.
Christmas is coming up!!! I GET MY HARRY POTTER BOOKS ON CHRISTMAS!!!!I'm so excited!!! YAY!
Goodnight now. (:

You've got to help me out, It's all a blur last night.

Woot Woot! Thanksgiving is almost here!!!! Tom Milsom (Hexachordal) is still a gorgeous British Guy. I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot. Did I mention that I'm an idiot? Damn it. Grrrr. So anways...I leave December Fourth for Denver...oh yeah!!! I get to see snow!! Poor Ashly had her knee surgery last thursday and thought that it would be okay to come to school yesterday...she ended up leaving because she was in so much pain. And My Baby Ashley's friend Amanda is coming back form California for Thanksgiving and they're hanging out tomorrow. And I get a new Jacket. My daddy bought me Barbie Dorothy for Christmas, and we're trying to get my Aunt to give me Barbie Glinda. "Powdered God in a bag from the Vatican, I want you to fuck off as hard as you can." 100 Percent by Angelspit. You should go listen to that song...I love it. I got Stickers!!!! YAY!!!!!
Hehe.

Feels like I have always known you and I swear I dreamt about you, all those endless nights I was alone.

November 1, 2009...8:09 Pm. Well...I made it to two months clean...I don't know how much more I'm going to last though. *Sighs* Well...Yesterday was Halloween...I went as Tonks. *Shrugs* I got snowcones instead of candy at one house. That's pretty much it. Later.